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Umm, yep I went and saw Star Wars. Effin' sweet. Cassidy was there so I sat by him and his brother. It was cool.
Oh and by the way, that is, just to let everyone know:
I did not fuck Josh Arutoff.
hmp.
...
So yeah, Single Frame Ashtray. Good shit. And Antiworld. And The Bolshoi.
Why yes, I have been illegally downloading music, how nice of you to notice!
And you know what I hate? When you play a song by a band for someone and then BAM! They act like it's their favourite band! Go figure, huh?
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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
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LOCK THE DOORS.
LOCK THE WINDOWS.
BUT MOST OF ALL,
LOCK YOUR LJ ENTRIES.
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Also today is the 25th anniversary of Ian Curtis' suicide. For those of you who live under rocks [or just smoke too many], Ian Curtis was the lead singer of Joy Division. May 18th 1980 he hung himself in his kitchen.
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| Time: | 9:41 pm. |
| Mood: |  alright. | | Music: | violent femmes. |
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Umm. Three weeks left until I am ungrounded.
June third.
I can almost taste rape it.
I am also sick of people trying to make something profound of life. Did you ever think that maybe this is it? I mean, life is amazing, don't get me wrong. But why ruin it with silly things life thinking?
Dude.
It's almost summer vacation.
Do your schoolwork.
But turn off your brain.
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50,000mg of Acetemetophin is fatal.
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| Time: | 1:52 pm. |
| Mood: |  pissed off. | | Music: | Alien Sex Fiend. |
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Ugh, light me a joint to lengthen my fuse.
+eMily
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Thursday, April 28th, 2005
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Today I got my first Fifteen CD. I feel magical.
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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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I don't know what to do.
I'm so irrational I can't even think.
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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
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| Time: | 10:32 pm. |
| Mood: | enraged. |
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AHHH!!!! MOTHER FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!
I'LL FUCKING PUNCH YOU IN THE MOTHER FUCKING THROAT YOU FILTHLY CUNT!
I'LL BURN YOUR BLOODY EYES OUT!
+eMily
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Hmm, boring weekened. I went to see this college that seemed pretty dull on Saturday. Some Oakland college, but it wasn't the community one. However, I got a really great purse in their campus bookstore. After that we went to the new Meijers [is that how you spell it?] and it was really nice. I told a lovely young man what kind of product he should use in his hair when I was looked for hair dye. He wanted to use hair glue, which would have been unnecessary.
Anyway I bought:
-purple paint
-cassettes
-a fake pearl nechlace
-hair dye
I also got humped by the Cat in the Hat.
+eMily
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| Time: | 7:40 pm. |
| Mood: |  dead. | | Music: | music is for assholes. |
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So I'm grounded for eight weeks.
You fuckers better have liked that party.
Anyway, I was think about changing this to friends only, because I'm just awesome like that. But I know I never read a friends only journal, which means no one else will either. Good point, eMily. So, maybe I'll just make a new journal? I mean I've had this one since forever... Yeah I think I'll make a new one when I get the time.
-x-
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You know, I almost got away with it.
But they found a bottle cap.
They found a bottle cap and I am doomed.
MORAL: Don't get caught. Ever.
-x-
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Thursday, April 7th, 2005
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Yeah. Kenna is sweet. Listen to him. Now.
-x-
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I think that is was Tony who mentioned something about writing a book. I've actually been given a great idea. I was talking to Brandon and Lauren about Nick T.'s house and experiences there. Now I think I've only been there a handfull of times, but I actually remember them, kind of vividly. His house has a very chill atmosphere. I kind of want to talk to people and put together an oral biography of Nick's House. I think that I kind of want it to be about growing up in the Milford/Highland/Commerce area. Perhaps talk about central park? I think that's too obvious, but I have heard some good stories about the place and have had some good times there. ...But maybe it would be less like a book and more like a zine. I mean I'm not sure it should be published or that anyone would want to publish it. I think it would just be a cool Milford thing. That is my goal. To create that thingy, before I graduate. I should probably just do it this summer.
-x-
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I'm doing something that I think is kind of stupid. That's right I am putting up song lyrics. I know that no one will read them, but screw you cunts. These are some damn good lyrics from a damn good song.
So, pop in the Christian Death, Shadow Project, Premature Ejaculation, Daucus Karota, or just plain old Rozz Williams, and have a Merry Fuckin' Rozz Day.
The Drowning by Christian Death
Up for three days
Up for three days
Down under ground for six more
Incisions cannot penetrate my feet
Tripping, gliding, falling numbly
Hands held together with unwanted skin
Ripping, hiding, calling dumbly
You, in houses of mud
You, in gutter sleep - love
You, born to slaughter - swathed gloves
You dressing daughters and sons
Like you - I am broken and fragile
Like you - I am tasting my heart for the first time
Like you - I am feeding on slumber
Like you - I‘ve left my eyes far behind me
Down for the count and still drowning
Sleep, the eighth day
Sleep, the eighth day
Claved my way back to the first
No gentle fingers collapse on my eyes
Weeping, prying, struggling blindly
No sanity standing me back on my feet
I’m in an empty room
I’m burning books from you
I’m lost in bed with you
Breaking these mirrors to end all I’ve seen
Like you - I am broken and fragile
Like you - I am tasting my heart for the first time
Like you - I am feeding on slumber
Like you - I ‘ve left my eyes far behind me
Down for the count and still drowning
-x-
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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So... I tried to bleach my hair, but it didn't work out. The roots are piss blonde and the rest is Irish red. It looks dumb. So I'm going to buy a big ol' box of black hair dye tomorrow to try and fix it. I want a streak of purple, but I'm not sure where I want to put it, or if I want to go through all that work. So I probably won't and then I will regret it. Hah.
I think I have allergies. Or I'm getting sick.
I think that a rant about "Scenes And Me" should go here, but I don't really feel like typing it right now. So, I'll bitch about it later!
If you want to spend time with me, call me.
-x-
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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
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| Time: | 7:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  cold. | | Music: | Death in June. |
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I found some rad insults today:
-"You're a rebublican!"
-"Quote!"
-"You're bigger than Anna Nicole before Trimspa!"
Okay that last one was just becasue three is a better number than two.
-x-
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I am eating King Vitamin Cereal and it tastes like dog food.
Well actually, I'd rather eat dog food. I ate dog cookies when I was a kid. Those little lolli-pop ones. Those were the days... But I really should not be mentioning any of this, because most people don't like girls who eat dog cookies :(
Born in fire
bulidin' this empire
Can't get no higher
or stop my desire
Dark riders
we be pullin' all nighters
never see us perspire
buildin' this empire
[Swollen Members rule, mutha' fucka'.]
BBILLRICH: me and peanuts do not agree
BBILLRICH: same thing goes for pickles and rootbeer
X27 ToxicSheep x: Oh now you're just being fucking crazy
BBILLRICH: why
X27 ToxicSheep x: Root beer is the shit.
X27 ToxicSheep x: Pickles I can understand becasue I only like this one kind...
BBILLRICH: root beer smells like death
X27 ToxicSheep x: I love death
BBILLRICH: well there you go, fucking goth
X27 ToxicSheep x: So rootbeer is gothic?
BBILLRICH: indirectly yes
-x-
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Saturday, March 19th, 2005
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Tiger Army
Saint Andrews Hall, Detroit, MI
Thu, Apr 28, 2005 07:00 PM
$10 ap. The Unseen
This could be a fun waste of time.
Where the hell is Ashy? Look at the time! Damn it all.
WHAT I HAVE DONE TODAY:
-Baked browines.
-Took a shower.
-Watched lame TV.
-Read what I wrote last night on cough syrup.
-Called Ashy 582 times.
ahhihatemylife...
-x-
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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
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I opened up my friend's page today, and in several entries I see the phrase,
"I CAN'T STAND IT."
It makes me think very introspectively about things, but that kind of stuff is boring and cheesy. On another hand it makes me think of how much I hate winter, more or less, how I can't stand it.
The Path of Sorrows finally made it into my mailbox. It is really awesome. Better than chocolate. Sooner or later I will make a list on Amazon of albums with Rozz Williams on them, and the albums will be in order of how much I love them. Speaking of Rozz and the Internet. I actually signed up on the "vampire freaks" site. The only thing I like is the "cults" There are several that are ultra awesome.
Uhh, I got a a haircut. The bangs look pretty rad... well here's a crappy picture[sorry for the silly pose, and yellow looking hair]
And here is a rad sweet picture I took of Lauren.
-x-
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I have sitcky little kid hands. And you wanna know why? Because to make my hair bigger than Jesus, I need product and quite a bit of it. However, I like to touch my hair lots and lots. So I get product all over my hands. Shake my hand ... You'll stick.
Since I last updated, I went to see Dope. And that was cool despite the 682 opening bands that all sounded the same. Yeah I also went up to The Flint Local with Ashy and Kayci. That was pretty rad. We met these hepcats Sam and Brittany. We took a couple of losers back over to Ashy's. ::cough:: Yeah. Nothing too fantastic.
Hah.
Disrespect.
-x-
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waiting.
good.
scared.
inspired.
like vomiting andswallowing it.